Finished trading, was an ok session..bought myself a fan too!! That, with the cooler night, should hopefully lead to a better night’s sleep!!

Still busy mind, but sorting thru things, hopefully will be better by next week..appreciate the support *hugs*

Yeah, I felt really sad too, a bit attached lol. It was a good cause which local people had fought so long for and the typical greedy council came and took all the books away, closing the library for good :(
So will it just be a disused, derelict building for vandals and graffiti now?! :(

Was gonna go WR FR shopping too lol, but with carrying the heavy fan, changed my mind!

On way home now, feels early lol, and still bright!! Good evening xox

Kensal Rise Library is no more…

…The council sneaked in at 2am and removed everything, including all the books… Deceit! And too scared to face the protesters

No more library :(

Cooler morning…nice :) but still too hot to sleep last night.. Got my cough back too :( :(

Feeling hot on the train…ahh…! I think I know it! I normally sit on the shaded sided of the train and its always shaded on that side, but today its sunny on that side!!..which means..the sun must have moved its position relative to the timing of the day! No wonder I’m feeling hot lol

Enough of my sun-theories and to my morning paper! Lol. *good day* xx

Ahh..what a busy day at work! And had a 3-4pm meeting to top it off lol

Skipped lunch today..but will get something from my mum’s in a bit, so shouldn’t go hungry!

Still warm, gotta remember my umbrella for the potential storm later!! xx

You going Ascot this year? with your dress and hat? ;) suits you lol

Morning bunny!!

Hot day, already! Hungry! Didn’t eat much last night! Just wasn’t hungry when I got back, guess the heat makes like that! too warm to sleep too, but managed to wake up at 5ish then went back to sleep…

Have a hopefully-not-too-sticky day! *cool hugs* xx

Uhh…these two older english women were making such a fuss about who should get on the bus first this morning LOL..one was saying, “after you dear”, and the other was, “no, no, you first”. This went on like 10 seconds…talk about delaying everyone else at the stop waiting to get on, including me..causing delays on public transport LOL
Whilst they were having their ever-so-polite gestures, I barged my way in between them and KMT and got on first LOLOL

English people, such wasting time with priority, queueing..haha

Hello :)

The Saturday evening was quite relaxing, makes a change from the usual hustle-bustle lol

Went online to pay my bills, as I do often, then looked at my bank account again..and uh-oh…can’t pay…till next week…no €€ :(

Checked with my sister about the trip and doing some “research” online :) that’s about it! Having (late!) dinner now and then off to sleep!

Night night! xx

Goodnight!! Read ur posts, had dinner, had bath, ate again lol. Can’t be good for me!

Yeah, I am feeling tired by now. 2:24am, eyes feeling heay… Zzz now really off to sleep! Lol. Sleep well xox

Hungry…

I have a lot of subconscious pressure and worry/stress which I think I’ve suppressed…it may be extra and normally can take and deal with it, but at some point, it gets to you..and it starts creeping into lil everyday things…I know, its silly.. *embarassed face* I don’t normally get bothered by things easily.. I hope you somewhat get me..

I’m sorry for the silence yesterday and getting annoyed at silly little things. You know its weird, I’m not normally snappy and react badly or get annoyed at many things (you know that!)..and I never mean it.. but I think just the extra load stresses that I been having recently, just make me less relaxed and feel stressed and react differently to things, its just not me.. I need to just meditate and calm it more.. *hugs* xx

The things u suggested I was in ur post and your words really hurt me.

Did you misunderstand the silence yesterday, and mis-interpret it?

I was saying, (it was important but tumblr fucked up again)..don’t know the exact words now..

We came to st pancras, not because I just had time to kill…u think I had nothing better to do so just sat? It was just nice to rest!, and since farringdon there wasn’t much around there, decided to go st pancras as it was near and we could have a sit down..and relax..

The silence..well, I didn’t say at the time, but when I asked you something, and ur answer was just an outright no, I just got a bit annoyed..I guess this time, you couldn’t tell I was annoyed.. I know it’s only a lil thing silly thing to get annoyed about, but I guess I just did.. :(

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